I want something I can never have.

As a young boy, Shinyeon falls in love with the crown prince at first sight. But he knows better than to harbor such feelings — his sister is vying for the title of crown princess. Determined to suppress his emotions, he leaves to fight in the war. But love is ever persistent... and cruel.

Original Novel:
RIDI, Bomtoon, Bookcube, MrBlue

Original Webtoon:
Lezhin, Bomtoon, RIDI, Naver Series, BookCube, KakaoPage, Blice, MrBlue

Official Japanese Translations:
R19: cmoa, Mecha Comic, Booklive, Manga Okoku, Honto
R15: cmoa, Mecha Comic, Booklive, Manga Okoku, Honto, Renta, eBookJapan, LINE Manga, DMM

Other Official Translations:
R19: Thai, Spanish, T.Chinese
R15: English