Another tedious life began again. Whether I like it or not, I will keep on reincarnating alongside my memories. That’s right, I’m an infinite reincarnator. The devil appeared before me, who was left broken from my 29th life.
“Was it you who summoned me?”
There were times when I faithfully served God in my past lives. And yet, the only reward that I received from Him was the death of my loved ones. I will no longer cling to God.
“Oh Devil, please take my nightmares away. Make a deal with me.”
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EDIT: I'm going to sound like a psychopathic bitch but I'm struggling to understand FL's character. She's got every right to feel the way she does after all the lives, tragedies amd horrors she's lived through but, man, I just really dislike her.
I mean the art is incredible. It's gorgeous. I freaking love the character designs but though it's expressive something about it is epically failing to make me feel sympathetic about FL's situation.
Maybe I'm revolted by how blushy, stammering and, I dunno, school girl-like FL acts when around ML. I desperately wished she retained her cold, dead persona from the very first couple of chapters.
That way, when she's breaking down after being forced to relive her past lives to feed ML the impact would be so much more substantial. Because she'd be suffering even more despite being normally so stoic and closed down.
Instead, the way she's eagerly and happily looking for the ML just strikes me as the exact wrong attitudes to have. She gave in so easily.
I love how careless, cruel and "evil" the ML is. Thay dragonfly scene with the Crown Prince was chilling, damn. Bravo.
Dude, despite being a literal demon who survives off of misery and death, is more of a green flag than 99.9% of other MLs in this genre. Amazing.
EDIT II: Just want to say the God of Light is a complete and utter bitch. In fact, "bitch" is too tame a curse word but my trash talk isn't sophisticated enough to express my utter contempt of this character.
At the same time the God of Light is so very, very, very right about FL. FL is an equal, if not greater bitch, than the God.
FL takes zero responsibility for her actions in ANY of her lives. She has all of these experiences and not once has she tried to save herself. Instead she calls for someone else to come save her. Again and again and again. When no one does she gets mad and depressed.
The God of Light was dismissive and Her derision of FL is fair. When She calls FL out on her willful victimhood I damned near clapped in real life.
FL expects someone to come and protect her when she has 28 lifetime's worth of experiences, tools, money and immense, nearly immeasurable magical powers to do her own saving. She's a perpetual victim and damsel in distress who refuses to do anything to help herself. She'll never learn to stand on her own two feet either because the ML will now ALWAYS cradle her for all eternity.
FL doesn't deserve this amazing ML.😒