My Dear Aster

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Lehanne Copland led an ordinary life as a wife and a mother before a carriage accident cut her life short. In the next moment, she finds herself in the extraordinary situation of being 19 once more! Ecstatic at this second chance but reluctant to let go of her old life, Lehanne decides to do just one thing differently: confess to Schudermel Laft, her first love. But when she succeeds in asking him to be her partner for a party, Lehanne discovers he is not quite like what she had imagined...

Original Novel:
KakaoPage, Naver Series

Original Webtoon:
KakaoPage, Daum

Official Translations:
English, Japanese, Thai

Type

Manhwa

Related Series

N/A

Associated Names

我亲爱的阿斯特

我親愛的阿斯特

마이 디어 아스터

Groups Scanlating

Leslie and the Victims

Latest Release(s)

c.74 by Leslie and the Victims 1 year ago

c.73 by Leslie and the Victims 1 year ago

c.72 by Leslie and the Victims 1 year ago

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Status in Country of Origin

74 Chapters (Complete)

S1: 42 Chapters (01~42)
S2: 23 Chapters (43~65)
Side Stories: 09 Chapters (66~74)

Completely Scanlated?

Yes

Anime Start/End Chapter

N/A

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User Rating

Average: 7.2 / 10.0 (73 votes)

Bayesian Average: 6.93 / 10.0

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Last Updated

September 19th, 2025 10:34am PDT - 3 weeks ago

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Genre

Fantasy Josei Romance
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Serialized In (magazine)

KakaoPage (Kakao)

Kakao Webtoon (Daum)

Licensed (in English)

Yes

English Publisher

Tapas

Activity Stats (vs. other series)

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Monthly Pos #1635

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3 Month Pos #2819

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6 Month Pos #3853

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Year Pos #4767

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mixed feelings

by kythwena
8 months ago

Rating: 6.0 / 10.0

I have mixed feelings about this story. Whole thing was lukewarm and the biggest drama was about Penny. But the philosophical paradox about wanting the best for your children by sacrificing yourself, at the same time making your children "sad" (to simplify without spoiling) is interesting and worth exploring. Kind of a selfishness in being selfless. Makes you consider that selflessness is not always a virtue. We all heard about putting on your oxygen mask first but how often you forget about it when you look at someone you love dearly? This story helped the author through "the most difficult time" so it may help you too.

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by Onism
1 year ago

Rating: N/A

Had trouble connecting to ML with his limited expressions. Some frustrating moments that could have been resolved if FL told ML the truth about why she was so determined to marry someone else.

Improving familial relationships after regression
Loving family
No big move to change much
She falls first
Struggle between current happiness & her to-be daughter
Character-driven plot (little outside pressure)
Finally tells ML everything ch 40
Religious undertone (mentions of God)
Character development

FL = learning to live for herself
FL’s past husband = saying no to mother/ protecting his wife & kids

Ending felt a bit dragged on after all the conflict was resolved
Side stories include large jumps in time

FL & ML’s kids grown up, after parents passed

The story really seems to find fault with this perfectly nice guy (FL’s previous husband) —who loved his daughter — because he was frugal (couldn’t give FL’s daughter fancy dresses so they therefore, apparently, couldn’t experience ‘the joys of life’?) and wasn’t tall…The only real problem was his controlling mother, pushing for them to have a son but even he tries to protect the FL from that. That aspect of the story is smoothed over in season 2.

🪻🎨 Lehanne Copland (FL)

mature, calm, passion for art

🌊 ✨ Schdermel Raft (first love)

calm, polite
illegitimate child
excels in academics
well-known powerful magician

CONTENT WARNINGS
Death (implied), sexism (women only taught for marriage), r*pe (implied), abusive relationship (of side character), abortion, grief over the loss of her daughter, a child guilty they were born, emotional manipulation (ML says if FL married another, he’ll hate him to the point he could die), bullying

... Last updated 1 year ago

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Drama Llama

by catwoman1994
2 years ago

Rating: 6.8 / 10.0

I'm glad that it was a happy end. And I understand that the characters had to go through the development.... it just felt a little forced at times. I feel like there should have been more thearpy for everyone 🥲 it wasn't very romantic since the existential crisis of her child was looming over her the entire time

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Maybe I shouldn't rate this early, but

by The Last Melody
2 years ago

Rating: 3.5 / 10.0

The very beginning of this rubs me in a very wrong way, I suppose. Like, we're told tthey're well off, but not super rich. Not super in love, but still mesh well enough as a couple. Both the parents love their daughter. And for this reason, the daughter has concluded that the mother is miserable and needs a second chance at her life? I'm sorry, what?!

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Not my taste

by DhariaCole
2 years ago

Rating: 5.0 / 10.0

Rather than a romance, this story is more about the MC’s love for her daughter and her mental angst deciding how to move forward with this second chance. The MC’s desire to live the same life in hopes of being reunited with her daughter permeates every chapter, to the point where you wonder how she said yes to dates with her “first love”, when she only wallows in guilt afterwards.
Dropped after 19 chapters because wish-washy MC and self created drama aren’t my cup of tea.

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I also think it's pretty good

by heyuho
2 years ago

Rating: 7.0 / 10.0

Pacing is weird in some places, and panel placing is nothing ground-breaking, but the plot and characters are interesting enough that I don't care. The "conflict" resolves after the first season, and it looks like the second season is gearing up for something political. It set the pace in the beginning and stuck to it, so I think some reviews in other places were just a matter of impatience. All in all, it does try to at least be somewhat coherent. There's other low-tier stuff out there, this doesn't deserve the hate.

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I'm not a mother but....

by NicoRobinSupremacy
2 years ago

Rating: N/A

!!!RANT!!!

I get that fl loves her daughter so much that she wants to meet her in this life as well, but her daughter sacrificed her magic (her life) to turn back her mother's time because she can clearly see that she's fucken miserable, Only for fl to GO BACK TO BEING MISERABLE.
Also, its unfair to her fianceé (the baron) cause she knows he has his own lover and knows he doesn't want this either (in turn make them both hate their lives). I know she doesn't actually owe the duke a relationship but that's just a bitch move dude. They go on dates and pour their souls out to each other for her to say 'oh sorry I actually can't handle being with you' LIKE BRUH SHE'S MAD ANNOYING.
no thanks

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