I really love happy endings. Actually, I love sad stories more, but I really do enjoy clean wrap-ups in the end. Happy endings are always enjoyable for me unless they're just, like, really, really stupid. This ending is not satisfying if you're looking for a big boom and rainbows and joy. But it may be one of the best endings I've read. I don't know if you'll think that I'm over-exaggerating in this review, but I just love this series so much that I can't stop myself. Plus the art was great, especially the expressions throughout the different scenes.
So anyway, The Carp on the Chopping Block Jumps Twice and The Cornered Mouse Dreams of Cheese...I really have to applaud PresenceDear for going through so much to translate this series. There's so much in each page and they even go into the titles. I mean they also go as far as to look up the songs to see how they relate to the storyline [and by the way, I've been hooked to Dareka no Negai ga Kanau Koro ever since the last chapter]. The dedication! I love it. And the translations are all so precise as well! One of the best jobs with delivering the emotion and meaning.
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This series really made me cry. It's the only yaoi series that made me tear up and cry a lot in each chapter in front of my computer. It might sound pathetic, but there was something about the dialog and the fluctuating emotions of Kyouichi and Imagase that just hits me hard and makes me cry over them. They're flawed. Who isn't? But it's because that they're flawed they're good characters to love, good characters to pity and sympathize. These two men go through so much in their short lives, especially Imagase and his one-sided love and Kyouichi with his inability to understand whether or not he loves Imagase. Perhaps that one factor just baffled me throughout the story. He'd claim "I love him" but then the next it was "but I want to end this" or "you said we can't be together, so we won't." Perhaps it's because of his other relationships that he became to think that way. But these vulnerable characters who really have never felt true love until they saw each other just make me...they just make me so sad. The development and the crashes throughout the story make me wish that they could just simply love each other.
But they don't think that way, and neither does Setona Mizushiro. And it just makes it so much more rich. I know that there are people saying "These people are like real gay people". To tell the truth, the label "gay people" is much too specific. These people are like real people, in general, period. Because everyone will doubt and everyone will feel selfish and unloved and everyone will regret but push on.
Tamaki seemed like a nuisance in the beginning, but it seemed that she seemed to develop the love that Kyouichi had for his "ex-girlfriend" by the end of the series. Perhaps if she had not been there, the two would have broken in a more devastating way.
But I think I'll just write the rest of my review about chapter 3. Oh, chapter 3...words cannot describe the absolute sorrow I felt when reading the chapter. Imagase made me cry. It's really funny how he can manage to hold a conversation with Kyouichi and then afterward ask him to have sex with him [and then Kyouichi goes with it] but then throw a fit and cry more. I cry with him when he's like that. Chapter 3, in my opinion, was the best chapter in the series. Sure, the ending was lovely with the snow and all, but chapter 3 was just tear jerking and heart wrenching and everything good and bad.
So if you've made it this far in my review and you find lovely stories of the utmost sorrow but at the same time happiness to be great, you should just go back to The Cornered Mouse Dreams of Cheese, reread it [or read it for the first time], come back and then pick this up. I'm not gonna lie though. If you can't see through the fights and words that they see and simply think "Wow ___ is a jerk and should ____" or "They're fighting over something stupid/He's so ____", I wouldn't bother reading this series. I hope to see more of Setona Mizushiro's amazing works.