Bokura no Koi wa Shi ni Itaru Yamai no You de

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As children, twins Umi and Sora became acquainted with a four-year old Beniko. Years later, Umi has moved away, and Sora confesses to Beniko that he'll propose to her when she turns 18. But when Sora dies in a traffic accident, why does Umi appear before Beniko looking and acting just like Sora?

Type

Manga

Related Series

Aishite Kudasai, Sensei (Alternate Version)

Associated Names

Bokura no Koi wa Shi ni Itaru Yamai no Youde

Our Love is as Painful as Reaching Death

Zerrissene Seelen (German)

حُبنا مؤلم كبلوغ الموت

僕らの恋は死にいたる病のようで

我们的爱如绝症一般

無可救藥的愛情

Groups Scanlating

Antisense Scanslations

Midnight Scans

Latest Release(s)

v.3 c.Part 4 (end) by Antisense Scanslations 10 years ago

v.3 c.Part 3 by Antisense Scanslations 10 years ago

v.3 c.Part 2 by Antisense Scanslations 10 years ago

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Status in Country of Origin

3 Volumes (Complete)

Completely Scanlated?

Yes

Anime Start/End Chapter

N/A

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User Rating

Average: 6.6 / 10.0 (221 votes)

Bayesian Average: 6.56 / 10.0

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Last Updated

September 14th, 2020 10:00am PDT - 5 years ago

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Genre

Drama Mature Romance School Life Shoujo Smut Tragedy
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Original Publisher

Shogakukan

Serialized In (magazine)

Cheese! (Shogakukan)

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English Publisher

N/A

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shamefully admit that I like it

by TheAlmighty
13 years ago

Rating: N/A

I've always been a bit of a sucker for obsessively twisted male characters. They're hot. As long as it's not rape every other minute and it's because he loves her so much that he's so psychotic then I'm pretty much fine. It's better than those stereotypical bland guys who likes brainless heroines with no reason. Not that I'm saying this heroine is amazing or anything, but at least she has some type of backbone going on and she doesn't cry every other minute. Oh and the sexual tension. It's yummy. I'm actually impressed with the mangaka especially looking at her old works where the plots are just so....boring. At least the heroine starts off not liking the guy for once. Another thing about the mangaka is, thank god her drawing has finally improved.

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Sick but decadent

by 1122shadows
13 years ago

Rating: N/A

I think the story has a very strong love-hate component and if that isn’t your cup of tea or your bowl of rice then you should skip this. On the other hand, Umi is a twin that you probably will never forget and his drive for revenge against his brother’s girlfriend, Beniko is anything but typical for a shoujo romance which is why I would recommend it. While Beniko’s loss and desperation for her dead boyfriend, Sora, just makes you hate Umi for what he does to her.

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omg

by Mykie
9 years ago

Rating: N/A

Omg I thought that in the end

Umi would kill himself. It seems like his mind broke o: I still died when those two got together at the end <3

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Idgi

by Lazy Turtle
10 years ago

Rating: N/A

he liked her when they were kids....so he pushed her down the stairs?

he loved her when they're grown...so he blamed her for his brother's death and sexually assaulted her multiple times?

umi why u so cray cray

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The Ending..

by CL-gurl
10 years ago

Rating: 10.0 / 10.0

If only Beniko's heart was big enough to love and accept both of them.. Maybe it was but with the ending, it was too late. For Umi to resign himself to disappear and became Sora is tragic and a little bit irony because I believe Beniko did/do have feelings for Umi. Hence her reaction when she met with Umi/Sora at the end of the manga. In my honest opinion, Umi felt guilty for everything that happened and this is his way to compensate, both Sora and Beniko. With no regard for his own feeling.

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Not for everyone, but I found it enjoyable

by alicewhite3151998
10 years ago

Rating: 10.0 / 10.0

Bokura No Koi Wa Shi Ni Itaru Yamai No You De is not for everyone, especially with the plot being as dark as it. (By reading the first few chapters you can already tell how the manga is going to further conduct itself.)
Though this manga might not be for everyone, I found it to be a very enjoyable read. It's a story with a fast moving the plot packed with drama that never seems to subside.
My thoughts on the characters:
Beniko: hasn't annoyed me so far, so good for her. Her character isn't the most stable and she is pretty much willing to put up with Umi's tourture due to guilt.
Sora:

he's dead already, and when he was alive he was a pretty good guy with a solid relationship with Beniko. But when he dies problems arise.

Umi: devious, manipulating, conniving. How is it that hes so smart and cunning when plotting against Beniko, but fails to realize his own feelings for her?

I really want to see if/how Umi finally realizes that his twisted feelings really translates to obsessively loving Beniko; and if Beniko will accept Umi.

--Although this manga is not completely scanned I am eager for the next update.

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What can I say?

by TheDreamHare
12 years ago

Rating: N/A

I enjoy these types of stories.
It probably has something to do with the artwork, which I believe is pretty decent. If the story were drawn another way, I would have not continued reading...or maybe I would, just because.
I hope someday we'll see the rest of the chapters.

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Special

by kyeoptae
10 years ago

Rating: 8.0 / 10.0

I find kurumatani haruko's work to be a bit on the dark side... and this may be a big turn off for others.
Anyway, It's been 4 years and this series is finally fully scanlated. I would say that it has been a pretty rough road, there were times where I'd get to annoyed by the main lead but there are also times where I'd put myself in her position and think otherwise.

I feel like there were several chapters wasted on the main lead trying to figure out her feelings and being so conflicted about everything but I guess I wouldn't like it either if the mangaka rushed. So overall, I feel like the pace of the manga was just right. Though the ending could have been given more detail.

Speaking of endings,

the ending was totally unexpected! Umi's letter definitely confused me thinking...is this for beniko or sora? But the last few pages really hit me there. At first, I thought "wow this guy is an idiot for beniko" but then slowly you laugh at how ridiculous that ending was. I guess others would have different opinions on that haha.

I wouldn't recommend this to everyone because like I said, it is pretty dark shoujo and there might be individuals who may feel disgusted reading this (I know I did for the first few chapters). My high rating is mainly because the plot was very interesting and unique and I feel like this is worth reading if you're looking for something new!

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No really guys, you have to read until the very end

by fictionalscience
12 years ago

Rating: N/A

And I'm not saying that because it's a particularly good manga or anything. It's pretty good. That guy is obviously epic-cray. But there's a twist in the very end (even though it doesn't seem like a very well-thought of twist). Other than that, I'm a tiny bit pissed that the girl keeps getting stripped, but the guy is always fully clothed (in his uniform, every friggin time) facepalm

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Masochistic love.

by jnatsumi
13 years ago

Rating: 7.0 / 10.0

This manga is dark. Be warn. There will be some explicit scenes too-- it is smut afterall.
It's about obsessive love.

between Beniko and Sora (mutual, but not that obsessive, on Sora's part. very strong bond). and between Beniko and Umi, one-sided on Umi's side... for now, i think. and obsessive brother complex between Umi and Sora, again on Umi's side.

It's twisted with lots of drama.
I don't fancy the art that much. It's okay. Not too bad. Not that good either.
I think I have something for mangas about masochistic love or just plain painful love stories. Those, like this one, tend to be very emotional. Because of that, not everyone would like this manga.
If you are looking for light and fluffy, this won't be it for you.
It's labeled as shoujo, but it's also labeled as psychological, smut, and tragedy. so yea. keep that in mind.

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