hi, i m searching for yaoi manga that i found long time ago. they start the relationship not because of love but the uke seem to have must done it because he dont have any choice. in the fisrt time they have sex, the seme said somethin like "do you think this your first time i will be gentle" and the uke come down wth a fever after several sex like this.

Well there's Porno Superstar I know there's others similar but this is the first one that comes to mind.

Everything's Yaoi in My Mind!

Maybe Totally Captivated but the uke had the fever before the sex

Recommend me horror , yaoi and shoujo manga please 😀

Maybe Oto no Nai Ame wa Furitsuzuku?
Actually now I'm pretty sure it is this one. Just reread it 😀

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K n e e l .... This is the difference between your and my eye-level.
Rai from Noblesse

owh. im not quite sure but i think you are right. thanks everyone. hoho