Hello people!

I'd be extremely grateful if somebody can help me find a certain manga. Unfortunately I don't remember much about it, but here are the main points:

Technical stuff:

• It was a translated Japanese manga on the now closed webtoon website called YoManga (3 or 4 years ago, good old days) that had 3-5 chapters in English.
• I don't remember if they also kept the raws on the website as well. Back then there were only a few Japanese mangas being translated by the YoManga staff (the Pathos milf-student stuff and Moujuusei Shounen Shoujo I think).
• That manga was not hentai, maybe borderline H but I don't think so.
• The manga does not show up for the YoManga translations here on Baka-Updates.
• The English name (there was no Japanese name on the website) was a really weird one. I can't remember it no matter how much I try. It's something like "Loving you is killing me" or "Your love is killing me" or "Your love makes me want to die/kill" or some nasty combinations of there.
• I have searched for this sporadically for a lot of time, immediately after YoManga closed its website, on a lot of manga websites.
• I don't know if it has been completed or axed in the meantime.

Points about the plot:

• Most of the action is dialogue between the three main characters (a sort of love triangle).
• The most distinctive element of this manga is the absolutely weird/crazy/sometimes grotesque facial expressions of the main female love interest (her horror of getting caught or being loved by someone)
• The story involves a typical male MC (maybe somewhat handsome or has good grades) that falls in love with a quiet/shy/plain girl in his class, which is later shown to be a prostitute that goes with old men for money (and she also likes it?). This girl has short dark/brown hair from what I remember (not sure).
• This girl is extremely unsure of herself and makes really weird faces (wide open mouths with lots of sweat/sometimes grimaces) that shows her emotions of fear, disgust and anxiety.
• The MC also attracts another girl (a beautiful one) that wants to steal him (maybe?) and wants to befriend MC's main love interest. This one has long dark/brown hair.
• At some point the shy girl realizes that she isn't really suited for the MC and is reticent about befriending the beautiful girl (that's where I managed to reach).
  I will be very happy if any of you guys will be able to help me find this manga. It has been bugging me for a lot of time and I want it to finally end.

Thanks a lot in advance,

Kelemba 😃

Anybody? Somebody? Any ideas?

Unfortunately, I think nobody knows about it.....

Anyone? Someone? Any ideas?

Could be Himegoto: Himegoto - Juukyuusai no Seifuku

Sorry for the late reply. I actually found in an unexpected place and it's called I Wanted to be Hurt by Love.

Thanks anyway!

Just stopping by to note that the manga OP is talking about is Kimi ni Aisarete Itakatta, since "I Wanted to be Hurt by Love" isn't listed as one of its alternate titles for some reason.

Side note, I had no idea someone was scanlating this manga prior to June of this year. The more you know I guess.