You know, after living in this world for 24 years (it's not that long I know, but it is long enough to make me realize a bunch of things), I just realized that up until now, I've been living based on other peoples reactions. That made me both sensitive and lazy, depending on who the person I had interaction with was.
If you could group teenagers, I wouldn't count as the leader type or self-confident type or nasty type, or even the goody goody type. Maybe I was a bit like you, known as a happy go lucky kid, but sometimes getting depressed. Anyways, you eventually will realize that feeling sorry for yourself and crying your eyes out because nobody loves you or appreciates you (although you love them so much!) really doesn't change anything, and all you get out of it is missing the good and fun things you can enjoy only at your age.
Why not boost the self-confidence a little? Control the situation don't let yourself be controlled.

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I don't even know why you chose someone who treated you like an idiot as "best friend". 😮

I agree with amaranthine's point. I can't sympathize either.

You're weak physically and mentally.
get a hold of yourself and crush everyone that challenges you or looks down on you, after all that's what the world is about, a challenge, and if you fail try and try again until you succeed.

A loose mouth is indicative of an empty brain.

No one's ranting about their life problems...where's the fun in that. 😢

This turned into a sympathy(RAGE!!!) thread for/against OP. Locked.