Trying to find a specific manga the author I can't rememeber the name but it's like haru or something ? Anyway she does doujinshis and a lot of them contain things like rape but she has a manga now translated by ebook renta and I searched there but I can't find it either. Anyway it's about a black haired guy who just let's people use him as they please the blond seme meets up with him and I remember he had an ex that used to use him that he's no longer with he goes to the exes apartment and gets like chained to the balcony or something before the seme comes to save him but the black haired guy is kinda messed up and things everything is normal and he deserves to be treated like that ? Anyway. Hope someone can help me please and thank you

Midara na Hina wa Haru o Uru??
Edit: Nope it's definitely Yatamomo by Harada