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First Love - Anata ga Watashi o Sabishiku Saseru  
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From Shoujo Crusade:

Azayoshi lives in an empty world, there is no hope or happiness, all she wants is a person who will never leave her side. Suddenly Ai steps into her dark world. To her he was her love. But what will happen when he discovers Azayoshi's past? Why is she keeping secrets from Ai?


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Associated Names
First Love (SAKAMOTO Isao)
First Love - Anata ga Watashi wo Sabishiku Saseru
First Love Lonely Feelings
First Love ~ 寂寞真情
First Love~あなたが私を寂しくさせる~

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Latest Release(s)
v.1 c.2b (end) by Shoujo Crusade (1773d ago)
v.1 c.2a by Shoujo Crusade (1782d ago)
v.1 c.1b by Shoujo Crusade (2045d ago)
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1 Volume (Complete)

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User Rating
Average: 6.6 / 10.0 (99 votes)
Bayesian Average: 6.67 / 10.0
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Last Updated
October 15th 2015, 5:51pm PST



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I cried   
Rating: 9.0 / 10.0
by hotarusasaki
December 6th, 2014, 8:56am
This story is very dark but also very inspirational. I'm very thankful for the ending as without it I would've hated the story. But I love the feeling of hope and happiness as you realise that through willpower and love they managed to change themselves and their surroundings for the better. They decided to overcome and crawl out of their cycle and show their true brilliance. I think this story was beautiful with nice art to boot. The characters weren't lovable but made you really want to help them and cheer them on. smile
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Sad story   
Rating: 6.0 / 10.0
by Kinky-Chan
May 12th, 2012, 8:12am
I didn't cry but my heart was moooooved. Although both Ai and Azayoshi slept around in their past, but they found each other and managed to heal their own wounds. It's so touching. But there's something disturbing about that Azusa or whatever that b****'s name. But the real disturbing thing is, when Azayoshi walked straight to the road in order to get knocked down. My gawd, her face was stoic and no sense of fear. It's creepy. Really creepy. At least the ending is a happy one.
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emotionally deep   
Rating: 8.0 / 10.0
by 1122shadows
December 13th, 2011, 7:32am
The story is a sad one but has a happy ending. The premise of her being a playgirl is false, she's a teenage prostitute that's a genius at school but a social outcast at the same time. It follows that her daily life is filled with contempt and emptyness until she meets Ai. Their relationship is rather deep due to similar circumstances, which makes this a sad story. On the otherhand, this would have been better had there been an additional chapter because the ending was rushed, espically for such a dramatic story.
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Off to a good start   
Rating: N/A
by boo-bop
May 3rd, 2010, 4:42pm
This manga is about a girl who is (was) a prostitue, She sold her body for money, but then she meets Ai, a boy whose a year older than her and he opens her world up basically, and she starts caring about her body and quits being a prostitute but her mother has a boyfriend, who just so happens to be one of the men she sold herself to, and his son is the Ai.
Thhis manga is off to a very good starts, and so far its really good! i give it 10/10!

... Last updated on May 3rd, 2010, 4:42pm
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