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I don't know......how about Love Prism and Under Grand Hotel?

but dude....you got some messed up urges. Man, looking for rape related yaoi....

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im trying to find a much of yaois that involves alot of rape and tragedy
preferably the seme ( receiver ) to be girly looking to a certain degree
for some reason i dont like seeing two big guys at it

The term you're looking for is uke... (seme is the one who tops).

Sora no Uragawa >.< that's the only one I could think of right now.

....maybe Tatoe Toraware no Koi demo just one chapter scanlated though
Fujimi Orchestra not sure about this one
Viewfinder?
Sono Kuchibiru ni Yoru no Tsuyu + Kakusei Shigansha although you can't say the guy looks girly, sorry
Not really sure about these, sorry not much of a help. If I ever read a manga that looks like you described the only one I can remember is Okane ga Nai, one you're already reading... I probably know more but just can remember or never read them..
Aren't we just as messed up for answering and knowing? 😛

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Kanpai! dj - Unapai (...scary.)
Hoshi no yakata (just as scary as Unapai)
Youkubari wa damerano
Second Love prism.

Note that some of them get downright creepy, I for one didn't like any of them too much (except for saihate and youkubari was ok) because of the excessive weirdness level.

mmmh...maybe you should try Lily Hoshino stuff? Her ukes (receiver, i think you got it wrong) are very girly, and they tend to be all "squeal nooo....aaah....nn...no, don't...ah...pant stop!* etc XD
Her stuff is graphic though.
REALLY graphic O_o
Haruka Minami too. She has some pretty girly (but admittedly flipping ADORABLE ukes) (well, ALL her characters are gorgeous)....not much rape though....i think. Wait, one of ehr series has! Just try it out!
Her stuff is ALSO very GRAPHIC.
VERY. 🤢
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Imadoki no Shishunki

+Girly (but not too girly) uke
+rape (...a few times)
+drama

It deals with it in a more or less realistic way, though, and isn't gratuitous.

I dig in my heels.

OMG, yea, Love Prism was one of the yaoi manga that gives me nightmare. Brutally incest rape. Never finish reading it. Haha, I dont intend too either. 😔
I'm pretty sure there's a whole lot more but Love Prism stand out the most for me w. the yaoi rape & all.

++ EDIT: Unbalanced Heat is another but its not as heavy damage like Love Prism.

Sokonashi Freefall Romance chapter 6
Love Prism
(Never finished though 😢 )
Gamerz Heaven! Director's Cut chapter 2 has a gang bang
Ichiban Daisuki chapter 1
(Only the second chapter is shotacon)

Those are all I can think of at the moment.

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This is old...but might as well list some...

When I say dark I mean angsty.

West End--Every chapter is basically rape, pretty dark themed.
Gravitation Remix--Soft core, but a few rapes, I think?
Gamerz Heaven Director's Cut--Really hardcore;rape.
The Map of Tokyo Savage-- Purely rape, a few chapter though.
Tokyo Savage Sidestory: A Passage from Servant Boy
Paraphrase-- A few dark chapters and rape
Oshioki Gakuen-- Really funny; class rape.
Kajou na Aijou-- Gang rape
Kiken na Asobi--A few chapters had rape/tragedies
Nightmare Fortress-- Lots of rape, pretty hardcore too.
Agnus Dei - Lamb of God--Rape; kinda dark.
Under Grand Hotel--A few rapes, kinda hardcore; dark.
Kichiku Megane--Rape.
Interval--Rape, I think. A bit dark.

That's all I can think of for now.
I'll update later if I remember any.^-^

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