While it's a bit over the top, I think the feelings that are conveyed in this manga are very natural... you love a person but hate them at the same time cause they hurt you, yet you don't stop loving them... not everyone is strong enough to just end it all!
To me, the uke only acts human. Humans are selfish and do things that make no sense sometimes...

I loved how dramatic/tragic it was, very very well done in aspect of emotion and feeling, I really felt the angst and sadness here. It's a bit on the shallow side sometimes, I'd like it to be longer so that it'd have the time to properly build everything up and end it properly as well. In just one volume, it had a good start and everything but toward the end it did feel rushed, leaving me a bit unsatisfied when it ended!

Nevertheless, I think this is worth reading despite it's flaws, both characters have their faults, big time, but they are so likable! They feel real with their jealousy and flippantcy, much more so than the ever so common 'it's the one big, true, perfect love right away' kinda characters.

It has it's angst and depressive theme, so if you are looking for something light and cheerful, this might not be for you, but anyone looking for something a bit deeper, give it a shot!

... Last updated on May 20th, 2014, 5:54pm

i don't like mentally weak uke's , and to choose to stay with a Seme who tells you he will continue to cheat but ill make sure i come home to u when im done, and ur weak self says ok i love you.. UUURRGGGHHH!!! pathetic.

The characters start out like a normal couple, a jealous one and a playboy one and then one wants to leave. The whole memory loss thing was OK but then he does all this weird craap with his new personality then


Art: 6/10 not my style but cute anyways
Story: 2/10 way too confusing

up until the last chapter he is saying he doesnt wish to be tied down but yet he is in love with his boyfriend. and yet randomly they are living together and in love and he is faithful. what a ridiculous ending. one second he claims he can never be faithful, and then he is randomly deciding to be faithful. WHAT

This is what gets into my mind when I finished the second chapter. The main character is a normal guy who fallen too deep for a host. And the host, being a host, couldnt stay faithful both in appearnace and feeling. But then, when the memory was lost and everything seemed like endless possiblity (he can rewrite his lover's memory!), he found that what wired is hard wired and would never change...

Jelaousy was the main point of the story and I think this is quite unique from the genre of loosing memory manga. If you up for a psychological little story, this is for you. the drawing is soft, but nothing spectacular.

I seriously cannot find this anywhere. Ah, monkeys... and there's something so appealing in the idea of wiping the slate clean, so to speak, by braining the boyfriend. Um, only in fiction, I assure you - real life violence is messy, and sticky, noisy, and usually smells godawful.

This was such an interesting manga. I wish someone would pick it up again since Moya is inactive. *curious as to what happens to the cheating/playboy boyfriend*