fawking inevitable..unless your immortal..probably no one is..so..i'm just living and enjoying life to the fullest till that day for me comes.. <33

"Your words cut deeper than a knife.."

Well, I don't have any way to avoid it, neither I can tell what will happen when I die or if I will even have the chance to realize it when it comes. Surely I can think about it a lot and make up a lot of stuff about it, but what matters right now is living my life.

This week's favorites:

• Golden Kamui

ççççççç[Ô.Ô] tsutopodus© will eat your manga and steal your cats!

I don't even want to think about it, when it come, I think I'll just take It (it's not like there any other way...) 🤣

I Love You

honestly, i am scared; scared of how it would feel, how it would be like after i die, how everything would be. would i just turn into nothingness? (yeah, or course, probably) everyone goes through death. we're all lined up for it no matter if we want to or not--just like how you have to line up to take school pictures (ughh!), we all have to go through it alone (excluding God and/or Jesus). but the thing is, there is no one there to tell you how the experience was for them; it is a total mystery that only you would know once YOU go through it....thoughts like this hit me when i was as little as 5. and since then, i would have a few moments of depression and panic (no panic attacks haha) but mwuahahahaha. the only thing to do is "live life to the fullest" 🙂 do fun things while you're alive and enjoy every bit of moment you have.....hehehehe... i'm glad i dont know any of you. cause if i actually said this to anybody, they would think i'm crazy ^^

My views on death are mixed... if tthere is indeed an area of judgement that yyyou are locked iinto forever, then obviously its rather scary. If its nothingness I get a rather helpless feeling and a back and forth thinking its horrible and then realizing I wouldn't know it happened.... so I find this preferable yet at the same time not..... yet oddly enough my top emotion towards this is curiousity, a sense of adventure with entering into something that you never come back from, and that no solid information exists about.... other than death that kind of feeling only exists for crap like black holes.... and its the same destination in all probability >_>

Few favs
Comedy:
Kyou kara ore wa!!, Mx0, Angel Densetsu, Skip Beat, Ai Kora, The Devil King is Bored

Romance:
Hana to Akuma, No bra, Shinigami Trilogy, kindan no koi de ikou, Usagi Drop, Threads of Time, Girl Friends

Most under rated:
Kindan no koi de ikou, kyou kara ore wa!.
m0r l83r... maybe >_>

Death is inevitable, but I'm not living life thinking about what's going to happen to me in the end.

♪MONSTARR~ will eat all your cookies and steal your bishies~♪ Φ_Φ