What's your deepest, darkest secret and or fear

18 years ago
Posts: 288
Well since no one is saying their deepest darkest secret I guess I will.
You can always say those things to a group of strangers.
Anywho,
When I was about ... 4 years old, I was molested by my cousin for about 2 years.
He was a trouble kid so my uncle sent him to his sister's house. (my mom)
Yeah so he was 17 and I was about 4.
And I haven't told anyone this.
No one.

18 years ago
Posts: 100
Quote from Pomegranate
Well since no one is saying their deepest darkest secret I guess I will.
You can always say those things to a group of strangers.
Anywho,
When I was about ... 4 years old, I was molested by my cousin for about 2 years.He was a trouble kid so my uncle sent him to his sister's house. (my mom)
Yeah so he was 17 and I was about 4.
And I haven't told anyone this.
No one.
Whoa. I was sexually harassed plenty of times, but never molested.
I'm sure you don't want too much sympathy, but that must have been pretty hard to get over.

18 years ago
Posts: 1325
Quote from Pomegranate
When I was about ... 4 years old, I was molested by my cousin for about 2 years.
Shame he got away with it. He should spend the rest of his miserable life behind the bars.
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I've already encountered the thing that scared me the most and now I have some problems with actually feeling any fear at all. And this is a pain as well.
For those who fear of bugs - think, that any bug is ten thousand times more scared of you. You're a lot bigger, you use chemicals to kill them, and you hunt them down even if they've done you no harm.
Humans are a lot scarier.Secret? There was a good explanation in Clive Barker's *'Weaveworld' *- when one person shares her secret with another, it stops to be a secret. If they tell a third person - everybody knows.
I don't fear bugs, I happen to be highly allergic to roaches and when you squish them their gut juices end up staining your stuff.
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18 years ago
Posts: 288
Quote from KarolJ
Quote from Pomegranate
Well since no one is saying their deepest darkest secret I guess I will.
You can always say those things to a group of strangers.
Anywho,
When I was about ... 4 years old, I was molested by my cousin for about 2 years.He was a trouble kid so my uncle sent him to his sister's house. (my mom)
Yeah so he was 17 and I was about 4.
And I haven't told anyone this.
No one.
Whoa. I was sexually harassed plenty of times, but never molested.
I'm sure you don't want too much sympathy, but that must have been pretty hard to get over.
Hmm.
I've never really thought about it much.
I was a little kid who like, didn't know anything.
It never really was a big issue to me because it never was a problem. =\
Hahaha, I was so stupid as a child, I thought it was normal for every kid. xD
Only until like a year ago did I realize that I was sexually abused. xD
Yeah it disturbes me sometimes, but I just mostly surpress it.

18 years ago
Posts: 492
erased due to too unbelieveble
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18 years ago
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Ok early 2005 is after 2004, ether thats a typo or somehow he got knoked out after he woke up..................

18 years ago
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Quote from gunsofbrixton
Ok early 2005 is after 2004, ether thats a typo or somehow he got knoked out after he woke up..................
sorry dude. typo. my hands trembled everytime i think of it.
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18 years ago
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uuuummmm hhhuuumm, and i shot a man in Reno just to watch him die.

18 years ago
Posts: 492
yeah. that's right. make a joke of it. let see how you handle it. the fear that afraid of people knowing what you did. how could you did it. it just blood spills on my face and i go crazy. he has to undergo a plastic surgery for god sake.
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18 years ago
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i dont now you in the real world and so as to not be judgemental i will let you say whatever you want.

18 years ago
Posts: 492
lets just forget about this. i'll erase everything. it was a mistakes to tell anybody about it anyway.
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18 years ago
Posts: 29
now i feel like a jerk. Your not the only person with a violent past, None of my stories are secerts anymore, it helps to tell people and i ruined your chance for that.

18 years ago
Posts: 1199
If anybody wants to read some really crazy secrets, you can go here
Sometimes when I feel depressed I read these and I feel a little worse because these people are seriously effed up. But then I feel better because no matter how crazy my life gets, at least I don't keep secrets like these.
Also here is a secret of mine that I think is really funny.
When I was in high school I was asked to paint a mural in the child development and daycare center of the campus. So I painted this[img]http://www.timemachinego.com/linkmachinego/images/4more.jpg[/img]
Except I made the beer can into an "ABC" book and removed the text. Everyone thought it was really great and good for kids, but no one knows it is one of the most violent and depraved comics ever. I thought it was really funny at the time. But now I feel like a heel.
Life is tough......but it's tougher if you're stupid.
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18 years ago
Posts: 492
good one. i got caught smoking in school that my teacher made me paint at the kindergarden. when i was playing with my friend, i painted a naked girl just for fun with the intention of erasing it later. but my teacher came by suprise and i'm busted.
good ol' time.
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