What's your deepest, darkest secret and or fear

18 years ago
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@pearlesque
Wow...i kinda feel guilty for laughing...but good on ya!
One of my darkest secret would be....the fact that i used to be a shoplifter 😛 When I was in grade 2 i used to steal from the school bookshop. Then one day, i wanted to try to steal something big (a deck of street fighter cards 😛 ) and got caught on the way out. The lady made me stand in one corner...while i whine 🤢 After that I stopped stealing....from shops 😀

18 years ago
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Up for some repressed memories pearlesque: AHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHAHAH!!! KUKUKUK FUFUFUFU HEHEHEHE HOHOHOHOHO !!!
Ahahaha winnie the pooh. Not even something cool like spiderman 😛 I had Batman , spiderman, and Superman underwear 😛
Jk jk. Pretty brave to go back . Also I thought you were a guy up till just now 😉 Too lazy to check peoples profile. Ahaha you gotta admit t was funny. But if I was there I wouldn't have laughed at you I swear 🙄
Oh well when I was 4 years old I was on stage at some thing (school play I think) and well I had to go to the bathroom and when I tried to leave the stage I was chased back so I went to a plant at the front of the stage zipped down my pants and wizzed right there infront of the entire audience of parents and older children. I was a bad boy all the way up to about ten years old then people realized I wasn't cool at all I just had to go really bad 😛 Did I mention the play was about god or something .
But the panties thing was way funnier imo 😛

18 years ago
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Luisalirio84, I think your peeing in public has to be way cooler than the panties thing. I mean, at least you could claim that it was an act of rebellious heroism! In my case, it was like... OH NOES MY PANTIES. 😲
The great thing about the past is that it's over. (As Bush would say. The guy has his deep moments, even though he's a moron.) So I can laugh my humiliations off, and even admire them from a collector's point of view.
I mean, part of the fun in living life is being able to collect experiences like these, y'know? So that you can tell your grandkids about it when they mess up, and you can comfort them by letting them know how much worse you were. 😀
I have no idea why everyone I meet on the 'net thinks I'm a guy. Whut? But it's kinda funny... One of my friends, who's a real military fanboy, met me at an anime club after talking to me online, and he was like, OMG YOU HAVE BOOBS. And I was like, "Gee. You noticed?"
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18 years ago
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If anyone's willing to read a lot, I shared a personal sort of secret in this topic. But it's pretty much no longer a secret now ^_^'''
@pearlesque---> 😀 I can't believe that happened to you! 😲 At least you and luis have gotten over it and are able to talk about it humorously today 🤣 And that meeting the guy you talked to online - 😀 Priceless
I guess I'm pretty lucky. Stuff like that doesn't really happen to me 🙁
How boooring!
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18 years ago
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It seems like this thread died before I found it, but after reading most of it I decided I wanted to post my own (1st post on this forum, too).
Anyways, I only have two really bad irrational fears, and I don't think either of them has been posted by other people yet. The first is of worms. Between the squishiness, the way they move, and the fact that you can't even tell which end is which, they just really freak me out. And of course, when my brother found out he used it to harass me, so that probably didn't help...On the bright side, though, an irrational fear and hatred of worms makes fishing a lot more satisfying. 😀
And if a fear of something as harmless as a worm seems odd, then my second fear is probably just crazy. In fact, I'm pretty sure I've never told anyone this before...Basically, I'm afraid of seeing/hearing other people brush their teeth. I don't know why, but if I hear the sound of a toothbrush on someone's teeth other than my own, or see someone brushing their teeth (even if it's just a toothpaste commercial on TV), I get goosebumps and get really freaked out. It doesn't bother me at all when I brush my own teeth though, sorta like how all annoying noises don't seem to bother you as much when you're the one making them.
Oh, and I have one last thing that isn't so much a fear as it is a really weird habit, but I haven't told anyone because they'd think I'm weird. Or at least weirder than most the people who know me already think I am. The stairs leading down to my computer have lights over them so people don't trip, and there's a light switch on the top and the bottom. What that means, though, is that if you turn the light on at one switch and off at the other, both light switches will say that the light is on when it's off. Most people wouldn't care (or probably even notice), but for some reason the knowledge that my light switches are lying to me really annoys me. So, even if I'm right by the light switch at the bottom of the stairs, I'll go up to the top to turn them off, and then walk down the stairs in the dark (which isn't very safe since my cat has a habit of lying in places where I'll trip over her).
I don't know whether the toothbrush-phobia or obsessing over lightswitches is weirder, but either way, I'm pretty sure I've just made a pretty odd first-impression. 😀

18 years ago
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smiryakov,
I don't think you are weird. I think you have obsessive compulsive disorder. You should fit right in around here.
I have a thing where I have to fold my t-shirts into perfect 6 in squares. I have to fold it in thirds left over right, and then fold it in half top to bottom twice. then I stack the shirts 6 high in the drawer in rows of 2 and columns of 3. That means I have to own 36 shirts. If someone gives me a shirt as a gift, or I buy a shirt, I also have to throw one away. Same if a shirt gets ruined or I lose one ~ then I have to go buy one to replace it. If I really feel like I should keep a shirt (if I really like the graphic or it has sentimental value) I will hang it in the closet. But if it goes in the closet, I won;t ever throw it away or wear it again.
See - now your stairs thing isn't as weird right? And also everyone thinks I am crazier than they thought I was before.
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18 years ago
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I have a thing where I have to fold my t-shirts into perfect 6 in squares. I have to fold it in thirds left over right, and then fold it in half top to bottom twice. then I stack the shirts 6 high in the drawer in rows of 2 and columns of 3. That means I have to own 36 shirts. If someone gives me a shirt as a gift, or I buy a shirt, I also have to throw one away. Same if a shirt gets ruined or I lose one ~ then I have to go buy one to replace it. If I really feel like I should keep a shirt (if I really like the graphic or it has sentimental value) I will hang it in the closet. But if it goes in the closet, I won;t ever throw it away or wear it again.
See - now your stairs thing isn't as weird right? And also everyone thinks I am crazier than they thought I was before.
Wow, that seems like a hassle. I don't even bother with keeping my clothes inside drawers, since I'm too lazy to be opening and closing them all the time. I just stack them up on every flat surface in my room.
Anyways, you're right, that does put things into perspective for me. At least I can be thankful that my obsession only takes about 10 seconds. Thanks for reassuring me of my (relative) normalness. 😀

18 years ago
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My greatest fear would have to be failure. Sometimes it prevents me to do something just because I don't want to be bad at it. Ironically, I'm scared of too much success too, 'cause there's only one way to go after you've reached the very top. I don't want to be average though, because I hate mediocrity. I don't think I'm making much sense 😕
For deep, dark, secret, 😛 as if I'd tell.

18 years ago
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1- Insects
I'm a coward when it comes to them. They fill me with revulsion.
2- Gore
Ick!
3- Paranormal / Supernatural
4- Crowds
Don't feel comfortable .........
5- Claustrophobia
Title explains everything
6-Examinations
The results.I get fidgety, hyper and absolutely dread them.
I just found out I hate cockroaches, the big ass ones are the worst and they fly......and I have a reason to hate them: I'm highly allergic to them, so I'm a good indicator if a restaurant is clean but still knowing they were in the food.......blech....
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18 years ago
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My secret: I like luisalirio84 the best.
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18 years ago
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My grandma's pretty cruel when it comes to cockroaches. SMACK... dead.
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my grandma's pretty cruel when it comes to cockroaches . SMACK .. dead
Yeah I know several people like that, my grandma is one of those too and she does that to the big ones. Grandma: "Wow, that's a big sob, look it's still moving, hey look now it's trying to bite me..."
My friend's uncle is like a cockroach killing robot. When presented with many roaches he will be like:
"Cockroach" : : Smash with palm : :, "Cockroach" : : Smash with palm : :, "Cockroach" : : Smash with palm : :, "Cockroach" : : Smash with palm : :, "Cockroach" : : Smash with palm : :, "Cockroach" : : Smash with palm : :.
Fortunately I don't have roaches where I live.
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