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but my deepest fear os all is to become like my father, a two-timer, shameless piece of shit. Everytime I realize I am doing things he does I think to myself "I can't be like that man, I won't be!!".

Feel the same way. Both my Father and to a lesser extent my Stepfather were both @#$&* My father's family treat women like crap.

I also dislike heights and public speaking.

That remembers my aunt (cousin actualy) and her husband, they have 4 kids one is a boy (around 21 now) and for the boy it was beautiful and completely awesome for him to have as many girlfriends as possible but for the girls they could not even speak to guys at parties ans they used to tell him to watch over them so they don't do anything "wrong"... Some of my mother's family have this provincial line of thought (like those I mentioned), but it is still better then my father's family, they are just assholes.

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Running out of time & opportunities

Dying a virgin 🙁

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Don't worry, at least you'll go to heaven. With naked angels and stuff... 😁

i am generaly an open person...but i guess i got stuff i havent told anyone
eh, wth, online right, not like it matters.

i like incest manga stuff, not real life mind you, but i do like manga situations like thaaat
hmm, thats the first time i've said that outloud....welll...this is'nt loud, but yah

and, clowns, creep me the hell out.

and secretly, i wish that i wasent born.

My deepest fear is clowns. They always look like they're gonna capture me and to painful, sadistic stuff to me just 'cause of the f**king smile. I even had a nightmare about them last night. Took me forever to get back to sleep. Don't really have any deep, dark secrets I'm willing to share with anyone, though. Whoever made this thread seems really nosy.

Glados is a bitch. She made me kill the companion cube, the only friend I'll ever have. 😢

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This may seem weird, but I've always had a fear of being Vulnerable. Don't ask me why; I really don't know. I'm just afraid of being so.

I'm also afraid of being landed in a position where I can't fight back, or do anything to get myself out of said position.

Does the walker choose the path, or the path the walker?

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This may seem weird, but I've always had a fear of being Vulnerable. Don't ask me why; I really don't know. I'm just afraid of being so.

I'm also afraid of being landed in a position where I can't fight back, or do anything to get myself out of said position.

That's not weird at all. Especially if you're a girl (sorry if that sounded sexist).

Glados is a bitch. She made me kill the companion cube, the only friend I'll ever have. 😢

Chibidoro-sama=Neko-freak

well i hate clowns and bathrooms cause when i was young I watched a movie about clowns coming out of bathrooms and then i never looked at a toilet the same way ever again O_o

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well i hate clowns and bathrooms cause when i was young I watched a movie about clowns coming out of bathrooms and then i never looked at a toilet the same way ever again O_o

Was it Stephen King's "It?"

Glados is a bitch. She made me kill the companion cube, the only friend I'll ever have. 😢

Chibidoro-sama=Neko-freak

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well i hate clowns and bathrooms cause when i was young I watched a movie about clowns coming out of bathrooms and then i never looked at a toilet the same way ever again O_o

Was it Stephen King's "It?"

yep i think it was a movie or Tv show of that book

Deepest fear? Hmmm....well I guess its losing myself. Not sure how to explain it but, I really don't know who I am. Not like I have amnesia or something, but I have so many faces I show that I cant really tell which one is really me. Its like having multiple personality disorder, but you're aware of whats going on the whole time.

Does that make sense?

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Hai- Yes, It does. I find myself having a similar problem, but mine narrowed down to two personalities. Neither take completely over my body, but I can feel them fighting over what to make me do.
Like one time, my mother and sister were snuggling together, my left half told me very clearly the joining them was forbidden, while my right half wanted to go and join them.

I ended up obeying the left half. See, the left half is my evil, murderous side. My right is the sorta-normal-but-not-really side. I'm not all too sure what side is really me.. Which sounds like your problem.

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Hai- Yes, It does. I find myself having a similar problem, but mine narrowed down to two personalities. Neither take completely over my body, but I can feel them fighting over what to make me do.
Like one time, my mother and sister were snuggling together, my left half told me very clearly the joining them was forbidden, while my right half wanted to go and join them.

I ended up obeying the left half. See, the left half is my evil, murderous side. My right is the sorta-normal-but-not-really side. I'm not all too sure what side is really me.. Which sounds like your problem.

that's not really split personalities, its just your brain debating over what to do. It happens to everyone.

Glados is a bitch. She made me kill the companion cube, the only friend I'll ever have. 😢

Chibidoro-sama=Neko-freak

For me its more in the sense extreme opposites.

This is pretty much a list of all my personalities and when I list them I don't mean I feel like that every now and then, they more or less take over my mind for an unknown duration. In order from most common to least

Joker/Comedic
Brooder
Outcast
Leader (Assertive)
Extrovert
Hatred to all things including myself

Those six are the most common and they can last from days to hours. Again, Im not sure if thats all to clear (sounds like pms to me and I'm a guy so I dont have that problem). But it gets frustrating, especially when Im in brooder mode because that leads to a one way road of me hating anything and everything.

Recently I've been wondering if my joker personality (which is my most dominant) is really a way for be to cope with my frustrations by trying to make me laugh it off.

The confusion, annoyance, and frustration really takes a toll on my mind and leads to me shying away from everyone making for the outcast personality. However, I have really good friends and when they see this happening they force me to hang out with them which leads to the extrovert personality then back to the joker personality.

Again sorry if that aint all to clear.

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