Hi! I'm looking for the usual rape yaoi, except that the seme fully regrets what he did. By "fully", I mean don't have the usual situation where he gets forgiven and then immediately pushes the uke down, thereafter forgetting he ever did anything wrong. Genuine regret! A moment of absolute horror when he realizes what he's done. Maybe the seme is so regretful that he's afraid to touch the uke. Examples:

Jazz - great example, has both a moment of horror and a fear of touching the uke.

A Promise of Romance (Novel) - not a very deep story, but otherwise fits.

Maiden Rose - the plot's not my preference, but otherwise fits.

Unbalance na Netsu

Omae no Toriko - second story.

I prefer drama over realistic interactions, but whatever works. Thanks~ ^^

EDIT:
For your convenience, here are the suggestions already made so far:

Unbalance na Netsu
Scarlet
Sono Kuchibiru ni Yoru no Tsuyu
Dolce
Ice Eagle Fire Hawk
Royal Fiance
Zion no Koeda
Ikujinashi no Shiawase
Fukuin
Mukuchi na Koi no Tsutaekata
Kichiku Megane
Jazz
Kanashii Doubutsu
Sakura Gari
Interval
Ai dano Koi dano
Suna no Rasen
Tsuki Yadoru
Bannin

Try:
Unbalance na Netsu
Scarlet

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I just read Unbalance na Netsu - it's great, thanks! I'll read Scarlet next. ^^

Sono Kuchibiru ni Yoru no Tsuyu is one of my favorites! I didn't mention it since the regret part is a bit ambiguous considering they're both guilty in some respect...But it does fit well.

I think Dolce fits. The uke makes the seme think about what he did; forgiveness is not immediate.

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I prefer drama over realistic seinen, but whatever works.

Not sure what you mean by this. 'Seinen' is the term for manga for men.

last One shot in [/m]Ice Eagle Fire Hawk[m] between two friends. It's left a bit ambiguous with the ending but it fits.

Royal fiance. It's a quick read, only one volume.

I'll check these all out, thanks!

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Quote from Blique

I prefer drama over realistic seinen, but whatever works.

Not sure what you mean by this. 'Seinen' is the term for manga for men.

Hmm, I mean the storytelling often used in seinen manga. The type that mimics real life in how characters interact and such. Shall rephrase that.

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You might want to try MORE of Maiden Rose's mangaka's works like Zion no Koeda for example.

Thanks, and love your avatar. Wish that meme was more popular.

Bump!

Maybe ch. 2/3 of Ikujinashi no Shiawase
*The first three chapter are kind of interlinking short stories. Chapter 1 has a couple, chapter 2-3 have a friend from chapter one.

The only other thing I was going to suggest was Sono Kuchibiru ni Yoru no Tsuyu which was already suggested and read.

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I've read Ikujinashi no Shiawase already (I love Naono-sensei's works). 🙁 It fits, though I wish he would be a little nicer.

Thanks though!

😀 I'm still in the middle of reading all her works right now. Love most of them so far.

This may a bit of a stretch Fukuin fits to an extent ...

I can't remember the names atm, but at one point the seme mentally breaks down. We don't see much of his thought process, but you can tell he regrets the approach he took to be with the uke.

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Hmm, sounds interesting, I'll give it a try. 🙂 Thanks!