I'm looking for a yaoi about an uke who sarcrifices himself for the sake of the seme.
I mean.. The seme has trouble with money or some other guy threatens the uke to tell a secret about the seme to others.. And in order to keep the secret,the uke has to go under a lot of torture or rape. After that,the uke goes back home and is dead-tired. The seme doesn't know at first,but comes to know it a little later... I'm looking for something like that. Can someone help me,please? 😳

Time can go slow when you're cold,but time goes way too fast when you're warmed by the fire of love

I know straight romance like that....but never a yaoi like that.....self sacrifice...huh......I also know one or two gay novels like that but i don't think that's what you want...

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this is not about cannibalism...please get back on topic

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I think it is exactly the topic. I see nothing wrong.

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I know straight romance like that....but never a yaoi like that.....self sacrifice...huh......I also know one or two gay novels like that but i don't think that's what you want...

That's sad,but thanks anyway

Time can go slow when you're cold,but time goes way too fast when you're warmed by the fire of love

The novel Sleeping with Money by Barbara Katagiri has a scenario very similar to what you've described.

..can't take the sky from me...

There's a scene like that in Gravitation.

In Koisuru Boukun, there's a time when the uke have to go trought ''self sacrifice'' but it's not rape or torture... actually you'll see! xD So funny. Anyway the whole manga is amazing.

--> Bi no Isu is almost perfectly what you asked for.

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Hoshi no Yoru ni Furete : hmmm... not really what you asked for... actually he suffer torture, from the seme, because the seme have... health problems. You'll see. Good anyway, intense. =P
Same thing goes for Sadistic boy but personality problems.
Tori Maia is one of my favorite author.

Similar thing as above for Aigan Shounen. The seme have some personality problems and so he tortures the uke but the uke accepts it for the seme's sake. This one is very dark... Wasn't sure I liked it, but it's only personal.

I don't remember about Mori no Koe or Yurusareta Uta. You can always try...

I'm sorry if everything's not perfect, but they're all good at least so it can make you wait until you or someone else find more. =)
I think your request is very interesting. I like that too and will search for more. (Viewfinder is gold for that topic, I want more) I'll edit if I find some.

Good reading! =)

Variety's the very spice of life, That gives it all its flavor. -- William Cowper

Pathos
Cut, "almost" self sacrified
Kiss Me Princess

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wasn't Devil's Bride (KIM Sae-Young) really like that?

Kishidou Club might work...and Aigan Shounen too. 🙂

Bump

Bi no Isu (seconded bc it's amazing)
Aiso Tsukashi (fits your request to a T)

Edit: will add more if I remember some.