i had a break up and i m in highschool!! girls i think u can understand me!! he was my first!!

basically anything related to love in high school, middle school, elementry school, your first crush, ur first heart break, worst love luck ,about ur pet, ur family members, ur health, ur complications, ur reactions, ur confessions, ur pain,ur mental state, ur hopes and desires...

i want to forget about him and want to distract myself.. i want to be a part of everyone's story...share the same pain and hapiness which u experienced..
hope u help me , i wish i was like misa chan!!
thanks..

Well, sorry for your break up, but this topic is in a really wrong place, should be in chatter box and the poll could use be better set up.

i have only ever be in love with unreal characters. my first is when i was 14, with the lead singer of green day. somehow i transposed that feeling to a boy in my school because he had severe case of panda eyes and deathly pallor (because the lead singer used loads of eyeliner, so this boy tired eyes somehow fascinate me too). but it was short lived. i forgot him when i went to another school.

then i got infatuated with the lead singer from my chemical romance. i think it was the kohl rimmed eyes again. really really infatuated with him, everyone in my class knew it. it is by this time i got interested in manga characters. i was also fascinated with the main character from angel densetsu. he is too cute in my opinion.

after that i got into the lead singer of tokio hotel. he even used eye shadow, the whole eye socket is black. so this one have the blackest rimmed eyes, the whitest face and the most feminine looking from all the others. i got this one pretty bad, i went to their concerts and buy the cds and have the posters, voting for them in the net, discussing them, fangirling, etc etc.

but now i have no one to love. it is vexing, for the last two years i'm searching for the next person or character to latch myself into, but i found none. the only other thing that get close to it is hatsune miku, but i think i just like her because she is cute, like a little sister. being in love or obsessing over someone is a very good feeling, but im not as young as i used to be!

why do you want to be misa?

she works in a very sexist backwater cosplay cafee for slave money ...entertaining...male customers

her family is "silly" poor
her sister seems to have some psychological problems from being poor

and she have good looking guys harrassing her for various reasons
some try to rape her some try to kill her others want to romance her into sex0r
and most of them have huge psychological problems

she is pretty stupid and fucked up herself too for that matter
so...maybe not the best person to look up to or being inspired by lol

in highschool i was playing add and other rpgs so i was not really all that interested in girls
other than wanting to have sex...
so i dont know how or what highschool kids feel or does lol atleast not personally
join some rpg group
an awesome hobby that you hopefully will fall in love with[like i did]