anything but mostly i hope this is not the last night for me (well maybe not wake up for the next day aka dead)

I think about... hum let me see... i can't remember... hum... well i supose i think about anime because half of the time I listen to some anime before go to sleep. Anyway i don't go in bed for thinking, but sometime i think about my day rarely but sometime...

Things I wish would happen and how I would make them happen. Oh, and food.

Mostly subjects a little too weighty for the "trying to go to sleep" atmosphere. Things like the possibility, or lack thereof, of life after death, the existence of God, and who was the genius that invented the process for making cheese.

That last one wasn't particularly deep, but hey, its interesting right?

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nothing... if i clear my mind i sleep better.
if not than i will be kept up

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why because i am the president of the student council of course

I've thought about it. Maybe it's just less effort to shock people or play on fetishes than it is to come up with a decent storyline.

I don't blame them. I can conjure up anything in my mind... high fantasy, romance, powerful visual effects, but it'll never materialize onto paper.

Generally, I just try to have fun with my thoughts before going to sleep, like playing a movie. A movie in which I save the world, save the girl, and am rewarded with lots of sex... and sometimes the story continues on well after I fall asleep. Sweet dreams are made of these.

EDIT: Haha, I just noticed that the mods may have deleted Binturong's angry criticism of my first post, and my response to him. Well, I suppose my first post does sound arrogant, but I highly doubt I'm the only one who thinks of those things while trying to sleep.

Personally I'm glad that we're seeing different types of vampire rather than the generic ones (though sparkly vampires are just... wrong).People need to remember that vampires are fiction, and as such have no set rules.

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To all those who said 'Sex' -

Funny, but I was wondering - what do you think of when you don't need to think of that?

And someone please teach Stephnie Meyer how to write an ending that makes at least some sense (yeah, I'm a guy, and yeah, I've read Twilight - loved the first book ,ambivalent to the next two, hated the last one - and no, I'm not gay, just a romantic nut). What can you expect from a novel in which the girl's second crush ends up falling for her daughter - some knowledge of science? Think again.

Hentai, in my opinion, is basically an escape from reality - things that'll never happen in real life.



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There are times when you will miss what you never had. I wonder how you will find what you so desperately need.

A couple making love to each other?
C'est impossible!

I don't know what sort of hentai you've been reading, but it's not all tentacles and rape.

I don't read things with tentacles, rape, or anything similar, but most of the things I've read tend to be a little bit unbelievable - like....huh. It's been a while.

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There are times when you will miss what you never had. I wonder how you will find what you so desperately need.

Same here. These days I fall asleep as soon as my head hit the bed.

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Nulla in mundo pax sincera
"Always go too far, because that's where you'll find the truth." - Albert Camus

I have an ongoing fantasy story I invented that I continue every night in bed before I fall asleep. It helps me keep my mind from running in circles, so I can relax and sleep~

In general, when my mind is cruising, I think about:
- politics
-- latest news
- history
- movies, novels, anime, manga; random stuff i've seen/read
- technology
-- computers
-- companies
-- software
--- algorithms
--- frameworks
-- military
-- cars
- fighting (mostly striking arts, because I suck at grappling arts)
- past relationships
- upcoming dates/relationships
- friends/families
- action items on me (for job)
- current startup company
- portfolio
... the list is too long.

But when I actually want to sleep, I wouldn't think of the above, because it requires too much thought and gets my mind too excited. Something more relaxing, like the thought of me having power and full control (and sex) will let me sleep easier.

Basically, if I want to sleep, it's power and sex... and sometimes a random subject of the day. Makes sense, right?


Well, I dunno what's out there, but I guess my fantasies probably won't happen. Too costly. I'll only be imagining how zero gravity feels like.

Haha, the number of nights I did that is endless - and the number of fantasies is about hallf that.
Infinty*(1/2) = infinity, so I suppose that's endless too



I'm confused - how does zero gravity relate to hentai?

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There are times when you will miss what you never had. I wonder how you will find what you so desperately need.

Zero gravity sex. An example of a fantasy that likely won't happen. It's my own. Don't know if hentai did that before, since hentai can only convey images and not affect sensory perception. It sort of makes that scenario pointless for hentai.