I expect too much from myself and spend too much time dwelling on my mistakes.
The fact that people see me as arrogant when I actually lack any confidence whatsoever.
How I would rather sleep the whole day rather than face the real world.


There are a lot of other things too-- but I guess there are a lot of things I like about myself as well...
I just never really think about them as much.

I hate that I ... am often misunderstood, can never get work done, can't follow my own advice, don't talk that much, find almost everyone around me annoying, have a just-don't-care attitude, and many more that I can usually only think of when I am actually committing the act ...

I don't think there's anything wrong with you for blatantly displaying that confidence. You're not putting anyone down with it are you?

In fact, if that blatant display of confidence is motivating you to live up to people's expectations of you, and perhaps motivating others to work harder to compete, then I'd say you're a pretty great person to have around.

You don't have to hate yourself for that.

This I hate about myself.

I'm too timid and lazy. I dislike the other me. The aggressive and arrogant me that I've locked away that I can't embrace out of fear of self destruction. My teeth aren't was white or well formed as I would like them, they're not as bad as other people. I ashamed of myself for the things I haven't done. I hate my ignorance. I'm weaker than the average man or I'm being misled by pickle jars. I wish I had a better memory and hate not being able to forget what I don't want to know. I height my height, wish I was 4 inches taller. Im a little too short to accomplish some tasks which then requires external aid or jumping. My goal or dreams can never be accomplished. I hate how I fantasize of a world which I consider to be perfect , but I realize I am not the main character nor do I exist in this world. I hate how I judge others. I hate how I judge myself. I hate how no matter how much I wash away the things I don't want I feel I will never be clean.

I see the opportunity to change myself, but I never take it. I fear it would be a change that will harmful to me. I hate it.

..procrastination...will elaborate later..

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I'm too sensitive or insensitive at not optimal times. /:

How much I seriously put myself down when I don't do well in something and the defeated feeling I get when it happens.
I wish I could be one of those people that can take these negative thoughts and use them to drive myself to do better.

This is one aspect of my pessimistic way of thinking that I despise.

The role and lot in life I was given, my limitations (physical / mental / innate / etc) and the circumstances / setting I was born into.

Feeling like a spectating TV extra living an abominably stagnant existance, rather than a minor character meriting to live up the journey of life to the full, having already skillfully accomplished one’s goals to the point where the goal itself no longer matters, only the journey.

When it comes to new situations, unless I am dipping my toe into the water beforehand I tend to panic pretty badly.

But what I hate about myself is that for lack of a better metaphor, I am like some temperamental plant that has to have everything spot on otherwise I do not grow (succeed) in whatever I set out to do and cannot afford to cut corners even on seemingly trival stuff.

In some respects I understand that the reason my path in life is the way it is, though that does not mean I wish that things were different any less.


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Well, the weather's looking bad. It's bad here, bad there - bad everywhere. Nasty alien creatures raining down from the skies, devouring all life on this planet. And what does that mean to you, you ask? It means you're mine. You're all mine! - Prince (aka Death) from Lexx

Not being able to speak when I want to scream to someone in anger and my disease that attacks my body from time to time. The rest I'm pretty happy about myself XD

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So tell me, what's it like living in a constant haze of stupidity?

im too paranoid.. but when i get happy i dont care about what will happen next.. its like i have a dual personality and stuff.

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The sweeter the apple, the higher the branch. The quieter the fart, the nastier the smell.
GUESS WHO??

Oh dear... the list is endless. xD Mainly though, I hate how I get anxious really easily, how I ramble a lot around certain people because I get abnormally nervous around them, and how I always say something stupid. I don't even think it's possible for me not to sound stupid.

I also hate that I over-analyze everything and somehow find a negative meaning behind anything I start thinking about. My tendency to procrastinate and my apathy towards everything also bother me a lot. Agh, I better stop now before I start ranting about this subject.

Basically, I hate quite a lot about myself (and for good reason). Let's just leave it at that.

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I hate how I'm an emotional person. I let my emotions over power me and keep me from thinking rationally.

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Its odd how what some people hate about themselves, others wish that they could have. I have an almost utter inability to follow my own feelings on anything. Instead, I think everything out and follow the logical path. When working with a puzzle, that's enough. When trying to work with people... well, people aren't as logical as I'd like them to be.

So, I'll trade you some of my logic, for some of your emotion, how about that? Then I could feel something other than anger on occasion.

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I get annoyed every time i see that someone has posted in this thread

cuz it seems like people are looking for reasons to hate themselves

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why because i am the president of the student council of course

I wouldn't say that people are looking for reasons, I think they just need a place to vent. Not everyone is graced with a person that they trust well enough to talk about these things with on a face to face basis, so they turn to an anonymous internet forum. It can work pretty well too.

Of course, you also have those people who start typing in order to beat themselves down, thereby attempting to draw the sympathy of others and alleviate their own sense of inferiority... but we don't talk about them.

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