Are you me? XD

I often think about manga and write ficlets in my head.

generally "why am I awake?"

I have a weird obsession with calculating when I'll get up the next day. So that and my plans for the next day and making sure I wasn't forgetting to do anything before I go to sleep (i.e taking my meds).

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Beavis: "Wait, what's pornography?"
Butt-head: "Uhh.. I think that's like, the study of porn."

I daydream or recite poetry to myself, either poetry I've read or written. I make up stories in my head, or pretend... things. Lately, I've been imagining what it would be like to lay next to a person I'm in love with. I think of all the things I'd say or not say and what it would be like to feel someone else's skin. I wonder if feeling someone's skin in the darkness is just as important in memorizing their features as when you see it during the day. I've never had sex or just slept with someone I liked/loved and the thought of someone watching me while I sleep kind of frightens me. If the moon or street lights spill in through my window I pretend it's the face of a lover looking at my face while I sleep. Sometimes I feel like I experience more in the few moments I have before falling asleep instead of the day I had just stumbled through.

It depends what happens that day sort of. If I'm worried I'll go to bed coming up with exaggerated scenarios when in reality it's not as big as a problem as I make it out to be.
I read fanfics most of the time before I go to bed so I'll think of what I read, possibly rewrite some scenes in my head before I drift off and sleep or I think of my fics and what scenes I could include or just make a completely different story. I think of the could-have beens between characters or I thing of televsion shows I watch. I just like imagining different stories in my head whether it involves me or not.
Silly teenage girl stuff like that.

I think about the person that makes me the happiest in the whole world.

same here, except i usually make up stories in my head about a fictitious couple and then imagine their sex life. yep its a little weird

there are some times when i'm worrying about something so i'll think about that before i go to bed. and sometimes when i'm anxious about something fun i'm gonna do the next day i'll think about that

If I'm not misinterpreting this, then you're a lucky, lucky chap.

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There are times when you will miss what you never had. I wonder how you will find what you so desperately need.

Thanks, I guess.

Think of what I have to do for tomorrow.
getting up at 7:30
brush my teeth etc.

And then what am i gonna wear to school.



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At what time I should wake up the next morning.

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Nulla in mundo pax sincera
"Always go too far, because that's where you'll find the truth." - Albert Camus

Same XD

usually it's um i dont know about characters form movies-books-manga-serials-etc or the stories themselves and i like put myself in them as well or like i make up my own story?my head is full of ideas & when i got to sleep i revive them all

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~Nothing is Eternal but Eternity~
Enjoy life as much as you can and do whatever you want, because it may be only one.

Pretty much nothing,
but sometimes I think that I should
not think of anything so I can sleep
and not get stuck in my memories and
other crap in the bed and fail to sleep enough.
This of course, does not help at all, because
it gives me some stimuli to think when I am
trying to block thoughts with passion.