I've lurked here for a while and need help looking for a good smut manga or hentai for that matter. I have a weird fetish for rape scenes that's M/F only. No Futa, tentacle, etc. I'm looking for one that involves a good or decent story. I'm not really into gang bangs. Hm...also, no lolicon.

I kind of like stories where the main characters known each other for a long time and sexual frustration leads the guy to rape the girl; or a relationship develops after the guy rapes the girl...

I feel so ashamed...>__< (I'm female so I hope that makes it less weird :'()



I figured posting here would be the best since...you know. Thank you~

Anything by Shinjo Mayu
Specifically what you are looking for: Haou Airen

Don't worry. I'm female and enjoy those manga as well.

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Uwasa no Midori-kun!! by Shinjo Mayu fits too.

I think Midnight Secretary is a great smut story, but there's no rape in it.

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If you've ever thought or said "Nice Guys finish last" and really meant it, then you should probably read this LJ post by DivaLion. It's incredibly insightful whether you're male or female.

From a bumper sticker I like:
"If you're gonna ride my ass, at least pull my hair."

Thank you so much, guys! <3