I wish I would have helped my friend who was bullied in high school.

i wish i stand up to all the bullying and gossiping against me in high school. then i wouldn't have become so anti-social.

I wish I studied for school more and that I had the right topics to talk about with the person I like.

I wish I had never fallen for you. But then again...it's not something that you can prevent, is it? If it were possible I wish I could just lock up my heart and throw away the key so that I'd never have to feel pain again, so I'd never have to feel like I'm "in love" again, and so I'd never feel so weak and vulnerable. What is this so called love anyway. I can't stand how attached I've become to a person who couldn't care less about me. I should have known. I was warned. By people who care. People who ACTUALLY care. Not you. Although it really seemed like you did. People who told me that I shouldn't trust you. Because you're the kind of guy who jumps to conclusions. Flirts here and there. Not a good guy at all. But how, how, how and when and ...WHY?! ...are you so good at pretending to be? I couldn't see a single flaw in your mask. You crafted yourself so perfectly, claiming to be a whole bunch of virtuous things...
I wish I weren't so innocent and ignorant.
I guess next time I should NOT follow my heart. Because, really, where does following your heart get you? Heartbroken.
I wished I had used my mind, instead. I'll know now not to trust someone so easily, even though you trust me fully. I don't need your trust
And I wished that I hadn't listened to you talk about how honourable, trustworthy and how much of a nice/good guy you were. Cause you know what I know now that I wish I knew then? That the real nice guys don't brag about how nice or good they are. And talk about how nicely they'd treat girls if they had a girlfriend etc. The really nice guys are humble and they would treat a girl decently without ever having to say a thing about what they do and the way they do it.
But I believe that everything in your life happens for a reason. You learn from your mistakes.
I wish I could say **** you haha. But ...you're not even worth my time.

I wish I had continued taking Japanese in high school. I used to be really good at it, but in 9th grade none of my friends were going to continue doing it, so I gave it up. Pretty stupid thing to do, especially since I wasn't friends with those people for much longer.

I also wish I could have seen how unhappy my ex was with our relationship, it would have saved me a lot of money. I don't blame myself for that though, she was the one who lied for months about being happy.

I regret it, but there's no use dwelling on the past, because we can't go back and change it (yet).

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I wish I had bitch-slapped my "best friends", two years ago.
I wish I didn't cry because of them.

I wish I didn't confess to my crush.
I wish my crush didn't make fun of me, because of my confession.

I wish I had met my current best friend earlier.



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