i'm trying my best to pray to ALLAH not because we were tought to, but because IT is ALLAH.
i'm trying my best to "know" and "know how" that this universe and the others (hell and heaven... if u think really hard you'll understand that those are another universe that got a different physical law then this one) are created by ALLAH.
i'm trying my best to understand that natural disasters are only a punishment, test of life, or divine justice only for those who think they are. otherwise it's all just the way nature follow all the physical laws that ALLAH put in this universe
i'm trying my best to understand that miracles from ALLAH (ex: the birth of Isa, Musa spliting the red sea, Muhammad SAW went to heaven... an many more) is not a magic or anything that deny this universe's law of physics. we just don't have the knowledge capacity to understand it yet... we'll get there (for ex: what happen in isra' mi'raj was that Muhammad SAW went trough a very powerfull wormhole or a warpspace.. how can such wormhole or warpspace exist? simple answer: ALLAH is the most powerfull)
i'm trying my best to do and understand that ALLAH told us to be a caretaker of this universe.. which from the look of it we've done some pretty bad job for the past hundreds of years... c'mon people we somehow manage to eccelerate the global warming.
in esence i'm trying my best to "know(who, what, where, how IT work)" ALLAH not just to "believe" in IT..... it's really is hard thing to do for me.
i believe there's a different between believing things and knowing things.
i'm a muslim... and if u wonder an indonesian moderate muslim
and i believe that islam is not a religion, it's life. and ALLAH gives us a guide for this one and the one after it.
PS: sory for writing it too long