Hi, im a huge angst fan and am looking for rly angsty yaoi mangas. Some examples would be where the seme is abusive and beats the uke but the uke still takes it or doesnt fight back. Or where the seme is straight and doesnt show that he cares about the uke and where the uke is continuously sad but i do like good endings too where it could be resolved as long as the seme would feel lots of regret for what he did to the uke. So in the end i like it if they end up together and happy ending but there can be some where the uke dies or something sad. Ive read some tearjerker ones like where the uke was stabbed and died because a crazy person thought that the uke was in a relationship with the girl he liked. And another called matsugo no yume.

Just rly sad angsty tearjerker yaoi with an abusive seme in the beginning but then he becomes nicer when he realizes what hes doing and feels lots of regret. Thankyou!

Abusive lover
Adult na Kaihatsushitsu
Ano Hi no Kimi wo Dakishimeta nara
Antique Bakery dj - Eien wa Arimasu ka?
Baby Bitch!
Bespoke
Deep Flower
Escape (KYUUGOU)
Jin to Neko wa Yobu to Konai
Koi wo Shimashou
Make Me Happy
Mokuyoubi no Koibito
Moony - Oukaryou Trilogy
Naruto dj - Body Buddy
Re Set
Ryoujoku Kyoushitsu
Toware no Mi
Tsuki no Hikari mo Todokudarou
Yuuwaku no Kaori

And this may help you:
http://https://www.mangaupdates.com/showtopic.php?tid=37695
http://https://www.mangaupdates.com/showtopic.php?tid=41931& hl=uke%20dies
http://https://www.mangaupdates.com/showtopic.php?tid=20080& hl=uke%20dies

Thanks so much for the recommendations!

I was looking for exactly the same stuff :3 double thanks

I suggest you Koi no Mannaka as well.

There is a webtoon called If You Hate Me That Much. The first story is like what you asked for, but I don't know about the second one.