Of course, because she is like that, she is a loner who doesn't have any friends (they either dumped her or she was the one who disranced herself from them). And now, after this part, the story can go in 2 different ways, which are both acceptable:
1) The heroine meets a guy who falls in love with her and tries to change her. She can't, but tries anyway, believing she still has a second chance to be happy. But then, even though she tries real hard to love him back, she sees in the end that she just can't love him, and that he's sacrifing himself in order to be with her. So she sees she's pulling him down with her and breaks up with him. They never get back together and she realises she can't love/trust etc. again, and goes on with her life, accepting she's going to be unhappy for the rest of her life. She may become very succesful in her chosen career, but she may never find love.
2) Again, she meets a guy who tries to teach her how to love and live again. She gives herself a second chance and begins dating him. She sees how much he loves her and how much he is willing to sacrifice for her, and is sad because she can't reciprocate his feelongs. She doesn't break up with him though, bacause he still makes her happy to a certain point, and even though she doesn't love him, with him she is happier than she was without him. So she continues to conciously drag him down with her. But then, after some time, she realises the happiness she though she felt was just an illusion, and that she can no longer do this. She thinks he deserves better, but knows that he wouldn't break up with her because he loves her too much. So she kills herself, thinking that her death is the only thing that will free him. In the end, she realises she developed some feelings for him, that she did this out of love for him, as much love as she is capable of. Unfortunately, it's too late, because she realises this while dying. (eg: she jump off from a building and realises this while falling or while being unconcious begore actually dying).
I know my request is somewhat cynical, but please bare with me and recommend me any manga you thing will fit. Big, Big plus if tha manga is completed. Thanks in advance, looking forward to your recommnedations!
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"In a world where most people would be crazy, then it would be normal to be crazy and crazy to be normal... but then again, if you were normal, then you would be crazy... isn't it crazy what a paradox a little craziness can create?"
